1st time I have ever posted on this site!! My husband left me on Thursday. I have never felt so alone and scared. We have been together for 15 years! He said we were more like room mates than husband and wife.

I snooped around on his iPad yesterday and managed to connect his text messages to his iPad so I could see who was texting him. Surprise a girl was texting him. pretty sure he found out what I was up to as I came home last night and he had come to the house and took the iPad!

Thank god we have no kids but we do have a dog that I insisted I keep. He was ok with that.

My question for all you out there.. when does this pain start to fade? I can't stop crying, I can't eat! I have lost 8 pounds 4 days!